Rise and Shine "Hero"..I was just thinking about you...You want to dance with Me in the Rain? I know it's not always rainbows and butterflies, but I can see it now out on the horizon..the sun is shining and my once blank Canvas is now bright and colorful...

When I see your face my heart sings out a Melody..and all I want to do is Surrender all my Love to you..This Path I am going down, I only hope it's along side yours..because if not..These Blue Sky Eyes will only shed tears, and my Smile as Big as New York City will be no more..


I want you to be real in my life and not just a Friendly Ghost. Remember there's no place that's called to far, In an airplane or a downtown train, just say the word, and I will be there...

Thoughts about you never leave my mind, I don't wanna live my life wanting to rewind..I want to look forward to every day where I can look down and see your footprints..
Circumstances and people change, but I don't care what they say, because every thing happens for a reason and I believe your an Angel in disguise, because of you now I feel like I can move Mountains...I not only surrender my love to you but every thing I hold within me...

I want to show you everything and how love's suppose to be..To make your dreams come true....With every passing day that passes me by is just another chance for me to say how much you mean to me...


~~**Tammy Martina**~~

For "Brittany Spears"

Just wondering who gave you the Right to Judge me...Be Careful...First you gotta make sure your hands are clean.. You wouldn't want to be the calling the Kettle black now would you??

Did you know that when you judge me and make your ugly remarks about me and my life it Hurts... I am a human just as you are...

When I am walking down the street with my child holding hands and having a mother Child moment, did you even think to see me then.. Me holding my baby and laughing.. Did you take pictures of that?? NOO

When I was out dancing with my girls, I bet you saw me then. With my short dress, and My high heels.. You got pictures of that too didn't you? Why is it so important for you to see the other side of me..?

Did you ever notice my accomplishments..? Or do you make the most money when you get my down side? I guess you do because the other day when I was walking to the park with my baby, and he fell down, I was there to kiss his boo- boo, I did not see you with your big Camera Shining it in mine and my babies eyes...Where were you then? Taking pictures of others down side..? I am pretty certain you were!!!!!!

What I do is my passion...Besides my babies, it's my life, So When you out Stalking my every move, I would appreciate it if you could Turn your flash off, for it hurts my eyes... My life is my life and I want to live mine as you do.. Privately... Personally I do not think anyone needs to know I had my hair done today, and I accidentally fell up a stair or two..Or didn't you know that? How would you feel... Your human, so I know it would not a be a lol moment for you either..

I appreciate you reading this.. We are all human... Just because someone is Famous does not make them a SHOWCASE at the Museum. So before we all make our judgments, lets make sure our hands are spic&Span.. I know mine are not...for I do not judge a soul..

Yours Truly, Tammy Martina AKA MotorMouthPromo :)

My Radio Show

"I've Just Realized"

At this very moment I feel like I am about to Explode.. I am overjoyed because I just realized something I can do...

......I can make you smile and laugh..You Probably do not understand how it could make me so happy..

Well the truth is, From the very day I met you, It was a personal goal I had set for myself.. I wanted to make you feel like you make me feel..Happy that the time we are together is exactly what you would want at that very minute, noting else..

For the couple of Minutes or several hours, I want you to feel as happy as I do right now..

Like I say all the time.. "It's Not Often Someone Comes Around That Makes You Forget The Rest of The World Actually Exists..." that is how I feel every time we are together...

Here is a poem I wrote for you today... I hope you like it..

Thank you for the pleasure of making you Smile, I hope to see it once in a while..

Does not matter if we are working or doing a craft, I hope to also make you laugh...

So..In the next couple of days months and years, I pray to never see tears..

But, If I do I will wipe them away and see you through your trying day...

I will always be here if you ever need me...Does not matter if you are down the street or gone for miles...I'm just happy for all the smiles...

Poem or not..These words I write are true...I also wanted to thank you for letting me in..Now I have seen another piece of your soul...

A Happy Day for Me...
~~**Tammy Martina~~**

"Memories"

....You Know...It does not matter if I'm laying down in bed, or listening to music, or reading a book...It never FAILS..Something reminds me of you...

I'm the kind of person who will set memories to everything.. I can be shopping and smell your scent..and my heart jumps, and adrenaline pumps, and a memory of something we have done together goes through my mind. Making me wish I could go back in time and see your sweet face..

Just the other day I saw the shirt I had worn the first time we met in the park Down Town...a Memory hit me so hard...a tear ran down my face. There are times I will avoid all it takes not to drive through downtown..

All the memories I hold within are usually so wonderful, it's just hard to face them when I know I might not see you for a while..Then Truthfully, I avoid as much as I can, that might make me think about you...because it hurts..It is a Hurt that pierces my heart and soul, and takes my breath away...

There are some days I can't even listen to music, because sometimes it sounds like it's your voice I am hearing.. I know that sounds a little crazy but it more true than I can ever tell you...

...But for the first time in all my life..I have been so so strong and so Brave.. Not letting it take me over...

I am letting each day go by as it should... Not fighting for what I want, what I need.. I am letting it go on it's own...I am going to ride it out...

What happens...Happens.... I am letting fate take this one, because all the times I let what I want get in the way... AND this time No matter the outcome.. I win... And you know what? That feels mighty good...

~~**Tammy Martina**~~

I wrote my Thoughts down today

My day has been filled with thoughts of you... So I decided I would write down every thought that came to me...It kinda turned into a song...

I just wanted to tell you today, that I have been thinking about you, and all you do...What you bring to my life...makes me stronger....makes me work harder..&..longer..and I'm loving what I do....all because of you...

If you ever look behind you or in front of you and get scared....Just look beside you and I'll be right there...

Never will I hurt you, or Tell your secrets..I have you and everything you tell me locked tight and I have thrown away the key!

Now I am celebrating this reunion, and pray It never ends. For the day you came back into my life, my use to be black and white world is now In color...

It does not matter the time or day...you can count on me...My hand is always reaching out to you..and if you need encouraging words, just stand still for a moment and listen carefully, for I have always been there whispering encouraging words in your ear...


Blessed the day our Paths crossed..

~~**Tammy Martina**~~

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"Your Journey"

This life changing transition your going through...I wish I had been there from the very beginning.. We went down two different paths, and our paths finally met at a crossroads...

I could not be happier to be going through this journey along side you, or at least being a part of your life watching you transform..one small day at a time...

This Transition you are going through will enable you to live the life millions can only Dream of....

From the day back in August when are paths crossed, I knew I had to set aside my selfishness, and let you transform into this amazing thing.

Because I knew I would have a sweet and wonderful friend, that would not always be there to call upon when I need a hug, or someone to talk to when I go through different chapters in my life...

So when your gone for weeks or months at a time, I am truly happy for you, and I try so very hard to not let you see what emotions accidentally come to surface...for example when that one tear comes rolling down my face... I so quickly wipe away, before you see it..

Last night I had left the television on while I tried to drift into a peaceful sleep, I woke quickly to what I thought was your voice, and your sweet face...I guess it was just a dream, for I woke up to a message from you saying....."I hope you have a great day"...

I want you to know that through this transition, you may not ever feel it...But I will always be standing behind you and holding your hand..and whispering encouraging words into your ear...

Bless be the day you came back into my life... For that.. I am thankful...

~~***Tammy Martina***~~

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Past..Present...Future

Disguised as an Angel you are... You came from a far....From my past you once belonged, but the timing was all wrong....

It takes losing each other to realize you belong to one another.... Friends are hard to find, and sometimes years have to go by just to wish you could rewind....

Now what I am trying to say to you is.......I hope my walk through the rest of my life have your footprints all over it, and mine all over yours....

So happy I have found you,, I could not imagine my life with out you in it...
Thank you for your friendship and your words of wisdom.......Because of you some people have said "You have changed" but The truth is....."I have finally found my self.......

Blessed to have you in my life........I have some days that go by, that the best thing to have happened was a message from you...

I adore you in my life, ~~**Your Friend,
Tammy Martina**~~

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Face to Face

As I woke I tried to scream, nothing came out. My voice was gone. I rolled out of the bed and ran to get a drink of water... As the water hits the back of my throat, I think of everything that could be causing my voice to be gone.. Not even a hum would come out....Never being so scared, I quickly got dressed and took a jog through the neighborhood, to get my mind off of this..

As I jog, My neighborhood seems to be all rearanged so differently, looks like a different town, where am I?? I fell to my knees, put my head down....Took a deep breath... Okay, What is going on... Five more deep breaths I opened my eyes..... Standing before me was a friend I had not seen for 13 years...

He took my hand, pulled me toward him, and hugged me like there was no tomorrow.I will never forget how he held me. He felt like an angle, so soft and warm.His voice made me melt. He smelled like heaven. He looked me in the eyes and said. "Come with me, I will tell you why your world seems so different today." So eager to hear his words I followed him, did not care where we were going..

As we sat under the weaping willow Tree, He put his soft hand on my cheek and said " Don't you remember praying last night? You prayed to run into someone who would change your life for ever. To give you an inspiration no one will ever take away." I looked right into his eyes and softly said,.......Yes

As he was leaving, he said. "Now remember your world, your thougths, How you view life, and all that surrounds you, will Never be the same.. It's up to you to keep it this way, or let it all go back the way it was...Before you choose... Take a look around. What may come of this might be more than you can handle..But I know by the look in your eyes, you have finally come to where you have always wanted to be...."

When I could not see him anymore, I cried harder than I had ever cried in my life. I wiped my tears and said..... That was not the last time I will see him...

Tammy Martina Burks

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"Through the Crowd"

I saw your face through the crowd today. It made me smile so big. Yet my heart hurt.

As I heard your voice, tears just dripped down my face. Scared you would see me, I wiped them quickly away.

Have I ever told you, that you have the most amazing voice I have ever heard? When I hear your voice, it takes my breath away.

I watched a movie today, It reminded me so much of you, it was a about song writing. At the end of the movie I just cried and cried, wishing I could hold you one more time...

Through the crowd I whispered softly...I miss you and everything about you. I know you did not hear me, I just hoped somehow I'd get your attention and you would look over at me with your sweet sweet grin, and put your hand out for me.

I know life is not always rainbows and butterflies, but I do wish in this case it was. There is something so special about you.

When I'm with you a joy I have never known fills my heart. You make me laugh so hard, I can barley recover before you make me laugh again... Not many people have that affect on me..

As the crowd dissapears, I walk toward you with fear, scared you would pretend you did not even know me. As I came closer I saw many people coming up to talk with you.

While you were occupied with that, I slipped a letter in your coat pocket. It read: I think about you every day wondering where you are. I know life for you gets a little hectic going from town to town, and state to state, as you become more successful. I also want you to know how proud of you I am.. And I wanted to thank you for the all the inspiration, you gave me... Thank you...

I wish you joy and happiness...When we meet again. I promise to hold you and tell you to your face, how much I have missed you. Till we meet again.

Take care, and be who you are, for that is what they all love.... Tams

"Crying"

My Thoughts

A Cry from deep within me has been held back for some time. How long can I hold it in? It's painful, and I want to let it out... I'm scared who will see me. For someone to see my weakness, is not something I am ready for. I so many times pretend to be so strong... Stronger than I am...

When Life seems to get out of control, naturally I start to control other parts of my life. I want to control everything, from what I eat to who will love me.. For most this is impossible, and everything happens for a reason.. I know that.

The guy I adore most in this world, doesn't even know...Our lives are so different.. it is so true... I do not want to admit it...

This makes me feel out of control sometimes.. and on the outside everything looks normal.. but...on the inside it's like a volcano. This is not something I want people to see.

I have a pride that somewhat overwhelms me, most parts of my life...When I think about him I melt, and I take a while to recover from the thoughts of him. The way he touches me. The softness of his sweet lips, how he looks and sounds like an angel when he talks softly to me. These thoughts are what puts me to sleep at night.. These thoughts are also my dreams!

This is what hurts me on the inside...I want to cry.. I think maybe, if I put my pride on a shelf and let it all go, I'll feel so much better, and I can put my emotions into words. I will become the person who I might not want to be. Some one who lets people see their weakness.

What I want, I may never get. Who I want may never even notice me.

I feel the cry it's on the edge of my cliff waiting to fall.. This is the cry that puts you down on your knees, and your hands over your face, the cry, that between breaths, you feel like you are not getting air...

The kind of cry, when your done, you shutter for some time, but what you are feeling is an emotion you have yet been able to put into words, no matter how hard you try...

After my long hard cry, in between the shutters I wipe away the tears so I can see. Memories appear, in my mind. The first time I heard his sweet voice, and the first time he kissed my lips. It's all still there...I just feel so much better...

I have decided that crying...actually feels good.. When it is over, and after the shutters, there is a feeling of relief. It still does not change anything, but it is a release.. A release from all the hurt, and all the things you cannot control.

A good cry,, once in awhile....is not all that bad...

"Trust Me"

Have you ever wondered if you can trust someone? You really never know.. Even if they say.."You can trust me".....

What I am saying right now is. I.. with all my heart and soul and everything I hold within me... I want you to know you can trust me.. You can trust me with your secrets. You can trust I will never gossip about you, and trust that I care for you for Who you are, Not what you are...

If you ever need a shoulder to cry on...or just a listening ear, you better believe I will be right here for you..If You need an opinion I will give you my very best..

There has been times, I have looked into your eyes and almost seen your soul. You are full of wonderful and amazing things. It's not often someone comes along with the determination and Soul that you have. I am honored to be your friend.

You don't know this. But the last time you were here, I held you through the night and I wondered if you felt it. I knew you would soon be gone, so I held you tighter and whispered in your ear. "I love it when you are here" and when you woke and said your goodbyes I held in a really big cry. So I said my good bye.

I cherished every moment we had together...And I loved the windy weather. Until we meet again... Trust me... I am a true true Friend.. Never will I dishonor you. "It's not often a hero comes along" I promise you, you will never walk alone.

A friend to you forever,
~*Tammy*~