Rise and Shine "Hero"..I was just thinking about you...You want to dance with Me in the Rain? I know it's not always rainbows and butterflies, but I can see it now out on the horizon..the sun is shining and my once blank Canvas is now bright and colorful...

When I see your face my heart sings out a Melody..and all I want to do is Surrender all my Love to you..This Path I am going down, I only hope it's along side yours..because if not..These Blue Sky Eyes will only shed tears, and my Smile as Big as New York City will be no more..


I want you to be real in my life and not just a Friendly Ghost. Remember there's no place that's called to far, In an airplane or a downtown train, just say the word, and I will be there...

Thoughts about you never leave my mind, I don't wanna live my life wanting to rewind..I want to look forward to every day where I can look down and see your footprints..
Circumstances and people change, but I don't care what they say, because every thing happens for a reason and I believe your an Angel in disguise, because of you now I feel like I can move Mountains...I not only surrender my love to you but every thing I hold within me...

I want to show you everything and how love's suppose to be..To make your dreams come true....With every passing day that passes me by is just another chance for me to say how much you mean to me...


~~**Tammy Martina**~~

For "Brittany Spears"

Just wondering who gave you the Right to Judge me...Be Careful...First you gotta make sure your hands are clean.. You wouldn't want to be the calling the Kettle black now would you??

Did you know that when you judge me and make your ugly remarks about me and my life it Hurts... I am a human just as you are...

When I am walking down the street with my child holding hands and having a mother Child moment, did you even think to see me then.. Me holding my baby and laughing.. Did you take pictures of that?? NOO

When I was out dancing with my girls, I bet you saw me then. With my short dress, and My high heels.. You got pictures of that too didn't you? Why is it so important for you to see the other side of me..?

Did you ever notice my accomplishments..? Or do you make the most money when you get my down side? I guess you do because the other day when I was walking to the park with my baby, and he fell down, I was there to kiss his boo- boo, I did not see you with your big Camera Shining it in mine and my babies eyes...Where were you then? Taking pictures of others down side..? I am pretty certain you were!!!!!!

What I do is my passion...Besides my babies, it's my life, So When you out Stalking my every move, I would appreciate it if you could Turn your flash off, for it hurts my eyes... My life is my life and I want to live mine as you do.. Privately... Personally I do not think anyone needs to know I had my hair done today, and I accidentally fell up a stair or two..Or didn't you know that? How would you feel... Your human, so I know it would not a be a lol moment for you either..

I appreciate you reading this.. We are all human... Just because someone is Famous does not make them a SHOWCASE at the Museum. So before we all make our judgments, lets make sure our hands are spic&Span.. I know mine are not...for I do not judge a soul..

Yours Truly, Tammy Martina AKA MotorMouthPromo :)

My Radio Show

"I've Just Realized"

At this very moment I feel like I am about to Explode.. I am overjoyed because I just realized something I can do...

......I can make you smile and laugh..You Probably do not understand how it could make me so happy..

Well the truth is, From the very day I met you, It was a personal goal I had set for myself.. I wanted to make you feel like you make me feel..Happy that the time we are together is exactly what you would want at that very minute, noting else..

For the couple of Minutes or several hours, I want you to feel as happy as I do right now..

Like I say all the time.. "It's Not Often Someone Comes Around That Makes You Forget The Rest of The World Actually Exists..." that is how I feel every time we are together...

Here is a poem I wrote for you today... I hope you like it..

Thank you for the pleasure of making you Smile, I hope to see it once in a while..

Does not matter if we are working or doing a craft, I hope to also make you laugh...

So..In the next couple of days months and years, I pray to never see tears..

But, If I do I will wipe them away and see you through your trying day...

I will always be here if you ever need me...Does not matter if you are down the street or gone for miles...I'm just happy for all the smiles...

Poem or not..These words I write are true...I also wanted to thank you for letting me in..Now I have seen another piece of your soul...

A Happy Day for Me...
~~**Tammy Martina~~**

"Memories"

....You Know...It does not matter if I'm laying down in bed, or listening to music, or reading a book...It never FAILS..Something reminds me of you...

I'm the kind of person who will set memories to everything.. I can be shopping and smell your scent..and my heart jumps, and adrenaline pumps, and a memory of something we have done together goes through my mind. Making me wish I could go back in time and see your sweet face..

Just the other day I saw the shirt I had worn the first time we met in the park Down Town...a Memory hit me so hard...a tear ran down my face. There are times I will avoid all it takes not to drive through downtown..

All the memories I hold within are usually so wonderful, it's just hard to face them when I know I might not see you for a while..Then Truthfully, I avoid as much as I can, that might make me think about you...because it hurts..It is a Hurt that pierces my heart and soul, and takes my breath away...

There are some days I can't even listen to music, because sometimes it sounds like it's your voice I am hearing.. I know that sounds a little crazy but it more true than I can ever tell you...

...But for the first time in all my life..I have been so so strong and so Brave.. Not letting it take me over...

I am letting each day go by as it should... Not fighting for what I want, what I need.. I am letting it go on it's own...I am going to ride it out...

What happens...Happens.... I am letting fate take this one, because all the times I let what I want get in the way... AND this time No matter the outcome.. I win... And you know what? That feels mighty good...

~~**Tammy Martina**~~

I wrote my Thoughts down today

My day has been filled with thoughts of you... So I decided I would write down every thought that came to me...It kinda turned into a song...

I just wanted to tell you today, that I have been thinking about you, and all you do...What you bring to my life...makes me stronger....makes me work harder..&..longer..and I'm loving what I do....all because of you...

If you ever look behind you or in front of you and get scared....Just look beside you and I'll be right there...

Never will I hurt you, or Tell your secrets..I have you and everything you tell me locked tight and I have thrown away the key!

Now I am celebrating this reunion, and pray It never ends. For the day you came back into my life, my use to be black and white world is now In color...

It does not matter the time or day...you can count on me...My hand is always reaching out to you..and if you need encouraging words, just stand still for a moment and listen carefully, for I have always been there whispering encouraging words in your ear...


Blessed the day our Paths crossed..

~~**Tammy Martina**~~

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