In a New York Minute

In a New York Minute…It could be all gone…said and done…Not another chance to speak out and say what I should have, could have said..at that very moment..that exact situation..

So before that happens… I am gonna say all the things I’ve been wanting to say…there is not always going to be that second Chance…

As I say all these things…I am going to try not to cry…Not for sadness…but for the relief of knowing…That no matter what happens to me…You will know my every thought my every wish…

So you have to promise.. you will not laugh at some of the things I have to say..for they come from the bottom of my heart..and the pit of my soul…

From the Moment…you said.. “I’d love a chance to get to know you” It was then…I had to see where this would go...Even if it came to an abrupt end.. I want to know.. if the Angles above us knows..something we do not…

I had built walls around me..so high…so strong.. Superman couldn’t even break through…but the moment I heard your voice…those walls came crashing down.. After they came down, I walked out from all the debris and dust…it was then… I knew..a higher power had put us in each others path..and I do not think I will be able to fight this.. to be perfectly honest.. I do not want to…

Every time I look into the mirror…all I can see is you staring back at me…when I lay my head on my pillow at night.. I can feel your warmth beside me,.. whispering into my ear..good night…I hope to see you me dreams…

The question in the back of my mind right now.. is.. Are you too good to be true? Some would say…”What is too good to be true?” I can elaborate and tell you… to good to be true…to me..is when that other person you are falling for is every thing you have always wanted to see.. to hear..to know.. when everything that comes out of their mouth is music to your ears..when a call or a text makes you nervous..and when you imagine standing in front of this person,…there is a feeling of every emotion all at once..that to me.. “Is too good to be true”..

So…if We were to never speak another word…I will be in a place in my life..where I can say.. I have no regrets..of what I should have..could have said to this wonderful person..that to me…is too good to be true..and if I am dreaming..I do not want to wake..

For the day our paths crossed…is a day in my life..that will be forever ingrained into my heart…and imprinted into my soul…

Yours truly,
And forever..
Tammy Martina