"My War Zone"

Every where I turn.. I am surrounded by what would be your embrass..Never had the chance to feel the comfort of your arms… I am now left with….. everyday…wondering…dreaming of what could have been…

What was it? The question I will be haunted with for the rest of my life… I have never felt so sure of something…. . I have never felt so….taken….

But my whole world came crashing down, when a few days went by.. I did not hear from you..and when a whole week came…I then knew.. my what I thought was “My Meant to Be” “My Fate” was never mine to begin with…

Once again.. I went out with an open heart and an open mind.. with out my Armor.. so now I have fresh wounds that will forever be the scars others will see…

And now as I Start back to my war zone.. building my four walls, and getting suited for my armor..Some will still occasionally see a tear going down my cheek..for I fear.. I will never be able to shake the pain I now carry as a tattoo.. down my entire body..

As I leave off into the battlefield yet again.. I want to leave you with...you were.. the what makes me get up in the morning.. you were the what makes me work harder.. and the what brought the most amazing smile to my face..and I hope and I pray.. you can bring that to the luckiest girl in the world….


*~*Tammy Martina*~*