"From this Day Forward"

At a loss for words, I'm going to do my best to get out what is laying heavy on my heart...

For all these years I've tried to be in control, and what happens??? I've put onto myself a lot more heartache and pain, than I wanted or need to endure...

It's obvious my being in control, is not at all a good judgment call...for if I'd have let go of my Ego, just a t-tiny bit,and laid my life into the hands in which they truly belong...I'd be going down a different path , with out as many tears shed...

What I'll do now is... live from day to day and let he who made me guide me in the direction HE sees fit, regardless if it's what I want... Maybe my wants, are not what I need..

From this day forward, I'll go in to the direction I feel pulling me, and not let my EGO pull me the opposite direction, because I do not know how much more unnecessary roughness I can withstand...

Father, my hands are in yours, where they should have been from the very beginning, forgiveness I pray, and in my heart you are now, and will forever stay!

*~*~Tammy Martina~*~*