"I smell a Rat"

Blind as a bat oh my..I think I’m smelling Rat..just in case you did not know..I am will to put on a show…

It’s a small world after all…no one seems to notice, and truthfully, I’ve only experienced a shortfall

Forever grateful I am to have learned such great lessons…most people would actually call it blessings…

Mishaps, encounters and situations, are for us to deal with the best we can, and with out one single question…

But I have another way to put this….I walk along in an oblivious bliss…..

I live and learn, and take every thing with a grain of salt…for if I didn’t my broken heart would be my own fault…


Never broken, torn or forlorn, I will walk toward the storm….with a pure heart and an open mind….I chose to never rewind..

Never regret something that made you smile…and always always walk that extra mile..

~*~Tammy Martina~*~

"I Smell a Rat"

Blind as a bat oh my..I think I’m smelling Rat..just in case you did not know..I am will to put on a show…

It’s a small world after all… Never forget it… I know your no St. Paul..

Forever grateful I am to have learned such great lessons…most people would actually call it blessings…

Situations, encounters, and Mishaps are for us to deal with the best we can.. hmm. Perhaps..

But I have another way to put this….I walk along in an oblivious bliss…..

I live and learn, and take every thing with a grain of salt…for if I didn’t my broken heart would be my own fault…


Never broken, torn or forlorn, I will walk toward the storm….with a pure heart and an open mind….I chose to never rewind..

Never regret something that made you smile…and always always walk that extra mile..

~*~Tammy Martina~*~

"It's getting Clearer"

With every encounter it gets clearer and clearer as to why I feel the way I do. When I’m not with you. I miss you like a child misses her blanket, yet I Still manage to never let you see that side of me.. One reason is I am fearful that would only scare you away…

Sometimes I feel like I want to confess to you, that I want to share my every minute of every day with you, but for once.. I am taking baby steps, and I can admit, it’s very scary for me, because I have never done anything at a slow pace in my life!

I can also confess it’s one of the best experiences I have ever had! The not knowing what is next, if I do this, or if I do that, will it be the right thing to do or not to do, is a daily challenge, and what girl does not love a great challenge!!

I understand where you’re coming from, and I would never for my own selfish reasons try to change what you are all about! If this is meant to be, I will be honored to wait right by your side. I have learned great patience and this will be my true test!

The reason you’re worth the wait is because, I cannot Breath, whenever I think about you, and whenever someone says your name I get a pain in my stomach! That with out saying another word is all that needs to be said..

I do have one last confession…after these last few months, I have found, that your always on my mind, your who I dream of at night, and when you come around I get shy, and I pray every night that this is a never ending story…

Yours Truly

*~*Tammy Martina*~*

"My Desire for You"

After Not seeing you for about Two weeks...The anticipation became overwhelming and I hoped that when I saw your sweet face I could control my hunger for you!

As I saw you coming toward me. My mouth started to water and my heart felt like it was going 90 miles a minute...I promised my self when I saw you, I would control my self.. the best I could..

But...when I saw that cute hypnotizing smile I could no longer have the control, I only hoped for... Just the smell of your breath took me over the edge and I felt as if I were going to explode!!

When our bodies touched and put my hands on your chest, and our lips together, with just the right amount of moisture all I could think of.. was what was next...

As I looked into your eyes, I silently begged for you to take me into the other room...I guess you read my mind because once our lips barley parted we were on our way...

Before we got to the next room, My body was on fire and My imagination was everywhere! My clothes were off before we even got to the next room!

As we laid on to the bed, everything you whispered into my ear was everything a girl could only dream of hearing! your soft touches and your hot breath on my ear was absolutely amazing and if that would have been the end.. I would have been more than satisfied!

As I kissed you from your head to your toe, you whispered the sweetest things.. I hope I have told you, you are the most amazing person I have ever met..If not..I must confess...I have never met another like you..

After all the love and passion... laying there in your arms was only what I hoped would be the beginning and I would never reach the end! I want to spend the rest of my life,,, in that very moment.. rapped in your arms and nothing, and no one in sight!

And now tonight as I lay here without you... I think about you, and I shall dream of you.. till the next time.. I see that sweet grin, and You rap me tight in those safe arms.. I adore the day.. you came stumbling into my life.. with or with out reason...Your here and that is all that matters!

With sweet adoration,

Yours truly,
Tammy Martina