"Fade to Black"

Just sitting here wondering when it was I lost you… For it was not brought to my attention.. nor do I recollect a conversation that would have given me one clue..

It hurts..I cannot lie.. but the really sad part.. is I’m not all that bothered..don’t know if it’s because I expect to be hurt..or if it is because I refuel to feel, the bitter pain, of a broken heart..

I wanted so badly for you to be the one.. and I thought I found my other half..the one I could pour all my love I have to give into…Now only shall I bare another scar for everyone to see.. instead of your love tattooed on my heart…

I moved forward….though my prayer is that you forgive me… For I am completely erasing you from my mind…by the time I finish this sentence and by the time I count to 3 you never existed to me… 1….2…3… Fade to black

*~*~Tammy Martina~*~*

"The Wolf"

As I bid you fare well my Sir…I want you to know where I now stand.. with two feet on the ground and my heart completely shut down..

Though I learn from experience all I can do is Thank you…”you may ask why” well let me enlighten you dear Gentlemen…

While you promised you were different I fell for all the sweetness, that came out of your mouth..I let my heart open fully for the first time in my life and I trusted you with all I have… and come to find out you hurt me worst of them all..

So now I take this experience and I have learned the best experience of all..Sheeps attire must not be scarce, and the next time I’m approached I will look at everyone as the wolf they are until I am certain the sheep’s clothing is not coming OFF..

Thank you.. for one more lessoned learned…I am now an even better person, and when I do find my soul mate, I will even more to offer…