Metamorphis

I've gone through a Metamorphosis... I'm nothing like I was..amazing it is and not just because..

I'm stronger, smarter and a so much more wise..and to most this is a pleasant surprise...

Before you would have never known, it was me... I've let lose and now finally free...Of what was holding me down from being the person, I knew I wanted to be.. with a contagious laugh, have permanently turned in my frown..

Though this Change is far from complete.I know I have won, and defeated the person.. I never wanted to be...

*~*~Tammy Martina*~*

"Unexpected"

Something told me He would be sweet...Just wanted to stay up on my own two feet..

Having told myself, all alone is just so peaceful, to never mess it up by meeting new and interesting people...

Down my Path here we go, I cannot believe it is so...That his smile did it all...oh my goodness it is True...I'm gonna Fall.

Never having experienced "Love" as it was truly meant to be.. I'm going to focus on letting go, and being me... Loving to my fullest potential.. this time it is essential...Never second guess..or play games..just adore the sparks..and feel the flames.

So...with my hand held out, and my heart on my sleeve..I know what was meant to be will be..and this I have the patients to wait and see.. and never again will I be Naive...


*~*~Tammy Martin~*~*

Choices

Of all the choices I have had to make in my life, I think about “what was behind that choice that brought me to make that choice…. at that very moment in my life”

Every choice I have made, no matter how small has been a part of what I am, and where I am… Today.

I dread that some choices were because of my being selfish, while others may have appeared to be a selfish act, when I knew the turn out would benefit all involved.. As I look around me today and think…Most of my choices, were not for the best and that is obvious, but during the bad choices.. Great ones were made, that led to the best things that has ever happened in my life..

Some of the bad choices have led me to meet some of the best people I have ever known, taken me on Journeys I never thought I’d live to see.. Some bad choices led me down the path that made me a mother of 3 Beautiful children, and a wedding my Mother was able to see 3 months before her Death..

So, some of the choices I have made, I would not change if ever given the chance to. Through it all, I have found someone I never knew existed, sadly that person, is “ME” and some yet to understand me, but is it understanding I desire, or is it that I desire no understanding at all? Either way, my life is what I make it, and no matter what else happens In my life, I know who I am, and what I want, and “what has not killed me, has made me STRONGER”