Choices

Of all the choices I have had to make in my life, I think about “what was behind that choice that brought me to make that choice…. at that very moment in my life”

Every choice I have made, no matter how small has been a part of what I am, and where I am… Today.

I dread that some choices were because of my being selfish, while others may have appeared to be a selfish act, when I knew the turn out would benefit all involved.. As I look around me today and think…Most of my choices, were not for the best and that is obvious, but during the bad choices.. Great ones were made, that led to the best things that has ever happened in my life..

Some of the bad choices have led me to meet some of the best people I have ever known, taken me on Journeys I never thought I’d live to see.. Some bad choices led me down the path that made me a mother of 3 Beautiful children, and a wedding my Mother was able to see 3 months before her Death..

So, some of the choices I have made, I would not change if ever given the chance to. Through it all, I have found someone I never knew existed, sadly that person, is “ME” and some yet to understand me, but is it understanding I desire, or is it that I desire no understanding at all? Either way, my life is what I make it, and no matter what else happens In my life, I know who I am, and what I want, and “what has not killed me, has made me STRONGER”