"Fade to Black"

Just sitting here wondering when it was I lost you… For it was not brought to my attention.. nor do I recollect a conversation that would have given me one clue..

It hurts..I cannot lie.. but the really sad part.. is I’m not all that bothered..don’t know if it’s because I expect to be hurt..or if it is because I refuel to feel, the bitter pain, of a broken heart..

I wanted so badly for you to be the one.. and I thought I found my other half..the one I could pour all my love I have to give into…Now only shall I bare another scar for everyone to see.. instead of your love tattooed on my heart…

I moved forward….though my prayer is that you forgive me… For I am completely erasing you from my mind…by the time I finish this sentence and by the time I count to 3 you never existed to me… 1….2…3… Fade to black

*~*~Tammy Martina~*~*