Taking my passion for a ride

On a daily bases I meet such fun, interesting people.. with so much talent, drive, and Passion… I guess what I am trying to say..is..I’ve finally found something I am envious of.

I’m not an envious type of person.. don’t get me wrong.. but in this last year this time last year.. to be exact.. I have finally found what is my “LOVE” my “PASSION” and I’m finding it pretty hard to turn it into..My life.. my.. what I do..The what I wake up in the morning for… the what puts a smile on my face…

I cannot think for the life of me..what it is I’m letting stop me.. 1) Am I scared of success? 2) Am I letting money get in the way? 3) The usual Negative comments from
My family get in the way of what I feel I want and can do..saying.. “Oh that is too much work.. you’ll never be able to accomplish such a goal!!”


I think it’s a combination of the 3…BUT I want to believe so much that I have the drive, and passion…I know it is there.. I can feel it at the tips of my fingers…about to explode like lightning bolts..It just all came at such a late time in my life.. I am finding my self wishing I can turn back time to when I was 21 again ..and all of this talent, and maturity and the way I see life be right here right now!!

Though sadly I am having to deal with this,,. Right now..this very moment.. I know I have said this a billion times… there is NO MORE.. “Coulda’s” Shoulda’s” or “Woulda’s” It’s now or never.. and I chose Now… No more watching other people live out their dreams.. while I sit and watch and wish…”that were me”

So here’s my promise to my self…and nothing… NOTHING but death will keep me from it.. I will achieve my full goals.. I will put my passion and talent onto the street for everyone to see, and to enjoy…. and to be touched by it, and to make memories.. I have a talent I cannot be selfish with… I’ve brought beautiful tears to many.. and I’m not stopping now…I will put this to the test.. if I fail.. then I failed trying.. and that alone is far better than not trying at all, and wondering for the rest of my life.. “what if.. I had done this.. or that”

Scared or not.. Here I GO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

*~~*Tammy Martina*~~*